As you realised that I have created a new blog. The reason why i created this is because that i want to have my own privacy where none of my friends could read it.

I noticed that the friends that i have are unbelievable. I mean i am having doubts about them. Once you tell your secrets to one of your friends,a few days later the whole school will know about it. How cool is that? They can be trustworthy. But it tells me that they couldn't care less how you feel.

And to think of believing in this stupid friendship is kinda ridiculous. What am i thinking man? I am so devoted to this friendship but they take it for granted. ( I feel that i'm talking to myself)
Drop the subject.

Anyway,i just came back from Mandy's Birthday celebration. I wasn't suppose to go out at late evening. The whole time i was worrying about how my parents are gonna react when i reached home. I was so worried until when my mind wander into music.

I think i want to fulfill my music talent. I couldn't just let it waste. I have been playing music for 8 years. 8 years means something to me. I have to prove to everyone what i am capable of. I would want to excel music in guitar and singing for my career. I WILL. Is a MUST.

Since my relationship with people are on the rocks,i better do something relevant for my future and not wasting any time brooding over this stupid feeling which i had been doing for the last few months. Thinking too much doesn't bring me to anywhere. Thinking too much doesn't help me in any ways. If i want something to happen in my life,i have to do something starting from scratch.
That's the begining. Whatever people would say about me. One day,i will be.

It seems that i preferbly like to be alone than with the crowd. I'm always the invisible human. I'm not their slave. I want to do what i feel like doing.

I may be a boring person from now on. I don't know what happend to myself. I used to be happy,smile,laugh all the time. But now i'm a different person. Maybe it's the way how i look towards life.

I'm not being judgemental here. But this is what i really see in reality.
okay,i think i had enough.

Shall continue next time.
Goodnight!(whoever who is reading (:)